Recently, I became ill for about a month and from this illness, I discovered something very curious. It goes along with my understanding that whenever we forbear something we keep it in place. The sickness began when I contracted a stomach virus from my child. I thought it gone after I realized some things I had been feeling but I continued to feel nauseous for about 3 weeks thereafter. It turned out to be about a month long routine starting with a stomach virus, continuing through nausea and peaking with a sore throat. I knew that the irresolute feelings were related to a relationship I have greatly wanted to be healed. The nausea didn’t go away but seemed to manifest in my throat and I wound up with BOTH Tonsillitis and Strep, two completely distinct, unrelated things. I was in so much distress, I couldn’t sleep but didn’t want to go to the doctor because I felt I had to do my spiritual undertaking and self-inquiry on it first. I realized I was disheartened with my friend and the position but didn’t know how to let it go because the answer was there all along.

In these troubling economic times, I have been extremely fortunate to have been making more money than I have ever made in my life. Some could say that I am lucky and that might be true; however I suspect it has more to do with the way I live my life.